Hello? Are you there? I can’t see you! Where are you? Why must I face it in loneliness? Where have you all gone? Fair weather or foul, I am here. Where are you?
Why do I feel so abandoned by you? Am I alone? So much noise, Inside and out of my head. White noise, Beautiful birdsong, Silence of you. Quiet. Am I ever really? How can I find you If I am not?